Thursday, 31 July 2008

Faham ke?

Erm..susah ke nak faham insan bergelar WANITA ni?...Mmg diakui, kdg2 perkara remeh temeh pun pompuan cepat terasa hati..kecil hati..Tp, lelaki x penah nak peduli kan?... Aku pun xtau nak merepek apa lg kat sini.. Tp, harap sgt lelaki di luar sana lbh memahami pompuan. Jgn le nak pompuan je faham lelaki.

Korang tau x... Pompuan sanggup buat apa saja utk insan yg dicintainya..Lelaki?...Berapa ramai sgt yg sanggup?Pompuan sanggup berkorban perasaan dan segala2nya..Lelaki?...Minta maaflah wahai kaum Adam, aku bukan nak membanding2 kan, sekadar meluahkan rasa.. Ntah le..Tp, aku tau bahawa sudah ada kaum Adam yang menyedari..Terima kasih aku ucapkan..Cuma, buat yg masih belum menyedari hakikat ini..tolonglah faham insan yang bergelar wanita/ perempuan...

Aku juga akui bahawa pompuan lebih byk kata2 tersirat berbanding yg tersurat..lbh byk berkias..Tp, ketahuilah bahawa tiap apa yg berlaku, pompuan lebih byk memendam rasa...Cubalah fahami...

Why women are so special?

Thanks 4 my mum sbb email article ni kat aku n thanks byk2 kpd yg tulis article ni (sapa ye?..aku pun xtau)... Sama2 le kita baca...

Bila bacer... cam samer jer...."Pokok nya" Mengapa WANITA sangat Istimewa......tu yg penting.....

Mama dan Papa sedang menonton TV, seraya mama berkata. '..i letih la..dah lewat ni, i nak tido lah....'Mama pun pegi dapur nak tutup tingkap dapur, nanti masuk pulak lipas...leceh pulak nanti..dah tu, ade pulak rice cooker dalam sink..rendam lepas makan tadi..basuh jap...susun pinggan kat rak, lap dapur..terpercik kena sambal masa masak tadi...check air panas dalam flusk..takut habis pulak nanti malam anak nak susu...memang dah kering pun flusk ni, jerang la air...sementara tunggu air masak, nampak pulak bekas gula dah kosong....salin la gula...check bubur untuk anak nak hantar ke taska esok..nasib baik ade lagi...ishh...ni lauk bila ni, semalam...dah beku dah...basuh la kejap....pegi yard, masukkan baju kotor dalam mesin basuh...penat dah ni, besok je la basuh...sidai kain lap je lah...tik...bunyi air dah masak...salin air dalam flusk...ok settle...

baru teringat tak semayang lagi...on da way nak g bilik, papa tgk tv lagi...nampak pulak beg anak untuk hantar ke taska...check...baju 2 pasang, towel...towel kecik utk selsama...calamine lotion untuk sapu ruam...pampers 4 keping....alamak..telupa pulak masukkan botol...basuh botol jap...ok settle...

ternampak pulak beg g keje...emm..besok nak pakai beg polo coklat lah, asik2 pakai beg hitam ni je...salin jap barang2 g beg coklat...cek sume 6 poket beg, takut la tetinggal apa2..leceh pulak..selalunya barang yang tertinggal tu la yang nak pakai nanti...hishhh sempit la beg ni...hangin je...nak kena beli ni beg baru...rasenya 25 hb ni Sogo sale nih...mana flyers tadi ek...ha ni die..ok, catit jap kat yellow sticker, nanti lupa..ok settle...

Tetiba dengar suara papa...'..u buat apa lagi tu..tadi kata nak tido..'....'..yelah nak tido la ni..nak smayang jap...'masuk toilet..buat apa2 yang patut...cuci muka dulu..2 jenis lak tu...adoi..gosok gigi...smayang...pakai toner...pakai treatment cream...nak lawa and maintain punya pasal lah ni...nanti orang kata baru anak satu dah macam anak 4 pulak...huhuhuhu...

bukak almari...emmm...pakai baju hijau ni lah besok...gosok kejap..check baju papa, baju papa pun kena gosok jugak ni...kat bilik belakang...la, napa komputer ni tak tutup ni..gelas kopi pun ade lagi, dah bersemut dah..ishhh ...g dapur, basuh, sambung gosok baju...gantung elok2...kemaskan baju gantung2...masukkan seluar papa yang dah kotor dalam tempat kotor...ok settle..

dgr suara papa lagi...'..i dah ngantuk ni..'..dalam pada nak masuk ke bilik...owh...pokok aku dah nak mati ni ha..lupa dah 3 hari tak siram...ok, siram jap...check jap pintu ni...sah tak kunci lagi...grill pun tak tutup..ni kalau tak check ni, senang2 je mat indon masuk rompak umah aku...bukak lampu luar..ni mainan ni sepah2...masukkan la dalam bakul mainan budak ni...banyak nya...sampai bawah meja makan pun ade...adoi....ok dah...ok dah boleh baring...adoi sakitnya pinggang...cium si comel ni kejap...selimutkan die...la..napa basah ni...emm, tukar la pempers ni...tak bagus la brand ni, nanti nak tukar lain la...nanti g Sogo 25 hb ni beli la skali...ok sayang tido k...kalau boleh jangan la bangun tgh malam ni eh..tido sampai pagi k...gud nite..sweet dreams...

aaahh...sedapnya dapat baring...mana pulak lotion sapu kurus aku nih...ha, ni dia...sambil sapu lotion kurus,,,setkan alarm...setkan program kerja besok...pg kul 9.30 ade meeting..ahh...boring...panas pulak lotion nih..dah la...emm..sedapnya lelapkan mata...Ya Allah...terima kasih untuk rezekiMU hari ini,...mohon keberkatan dari mu tuhan...papa pun bangun tutup tv...'...i dah ngantuk sangat ni...nak tido lah...citer pun tak best malam ni, bola pun takde...'...selang seminit ...dengar suara papa berkeruh...dah agak dah....

So?....apa yang peliknya..??Anda tahu kenapa wanita hidup lebih lama?...SEBAB ADE BANYAK KERJA NAK KENA BUAT....tu yang tak boleh nak mati cepat tu...

What men want?

Aku pun xtau le sangat sebenarnya...Tp, ni based on my observation, reading n tanya2 pd hamba Allah yang bernama LELAKI ni...

Last week sembang2 le ngan kawan n terbuka cite yg dia terpaksa tipu awek dia sbb dia nak kuar dgn kwn2...N, aku saja le tanya "kalo xnak lelaki menipu, pompuan xleh control sgt le ekk?".. Then, ada le sorang lg hamba Allah yg bernama LELAKI jawab "Yes!"... Aku ulang tanya 2, 3 kali gak le sbb nak kan kepastian..Siap putar n tunggang terbalikkan ayat (konon2 nak bg confuse), tp jawapan tetap sama... Lelaki x suka dikongkong..

Pastu aku cite le perkara tu pada my hubby n asked his opinion.. Dia jawab "lelaki perlukan ruang untuk bersama kawan2 or masa dia sendirian..Just hormati perkara tu, semuanya akan selamat"... Erm, betul ke camni?...So, apa pendapat kaum Hawa lak?...

Insya Allah, aku akan cuba belajar, faham dan percayakan dia...Kalo mmg betul dia perlukan masa dia sendiri, aku akan cuba berikan ruang masa tu...Tp, biasa le...pompuan ni nak gak tau ke mana, di mana?...X bawa skali pun xpe..Bukan per, pompuan ni hamba Allah yang terlalu prihatin, berjiwa lembut...cepat bimbang... 4 me, everything is based on trust.. Aku percayakannya.. Tp ingat, jgn sesekali rosakkan kepercayaan tu... (",)

Tuesday, 29 July 2008

What women want?

Ni article yang aku dapat dr PTD YG batch aku..Elok gak kalo share sama2...

This is very interesting. .........
(to women) pls take time to ponder ..........
(to men) something to think about deep in heart

Young King Arthur was ambushed and imprisoned by the monarch of a neighboring kingdom. The monarch could have killed him but was moved by Arthur's youth and ideals. So, the monarch offered him his freedom, as long as he could answer a very difficult question. Arthur would have a year to figure out the answer and, If after a year, he still had no answer, he would be put to death. The question was: What do women really want? Such a question would perplex even the most knowledgeable man, And to young Arthur, it seemed an impossible query. But, since it was better than death. He accepted the monarch's proposition to have an answer by year's end.

He returned to his kingdom and began to poll everyone: The princess, the priests, the wise men, and even the court jester. He spoke with everyone, but no one could give him a satisfactory answer. Many people advised him to consult the old witch. For only she would have the answer. But the price would be high as the witch was famous through out the kingdom for the exorbitant prices she charged. The last day of the year arrived and Arthur had no choice but to talk to the witch. She agreed to answer the question, but he would have to agree to her price first. The old witch wanted to marry Sir Lancelot. The most noble of the Knights of the Round Table, And Arthur's closest friend! Young Arthur was horrified. She was hunch-backed and hideous, had only one tooth. Smelled like sewage, made obscene noises, etc. He had never encountered such a repugnant creature in all his life. He refused to force his friend to marry her and endure such a terrible burden. But Lancelot, having learnt of the proposal, spoke with Arthur. He said nothing was too big of a sacrifice compared to Arthur's life. And the preservation of the Round Table.

Hence, a wedding was proclaimed and the witch answered. Arthur's question thus: 'What a woman really wants?' She said, Is to be in charge of her own life. Everyone in the kingdom instantly knew that the witch had uttered a great truth. And that Arthur's life would be spared. And so it was. The neighboring monarch granted Arthur his freedom. And Lancelot and the witch had a wonderful wedding. The honeymoon hour approached and, Lancelot, steeling himself for a horrific experience, entered the bedroom. But, what a sight awaited him. The most beautiful woman he had ever seen lay before him on the bed. The astounded Lancelot asked what had happened. The beauty replied that since he had been so kind to her when she appeared as a witch. She would henceforth be her horrible and deformed self only half the time. And the beautiful maiden the other half. 'Which would you prefer? She asked him. 'Beautiful during the day ... or at night?' Lancelot pondered the predicament. During the day he could have a beautiful woman to show off to his friends. But at night, in the privacy of his castle, an old witch! Or, Would he prefer having a hideous witch during the day? But by night a beautiful woman for him to enjoy wondrous, intimate moments with?

(If you are a man reading this...) What would YOUR choice be?
(If you are a woman reading this ) What would YOUR MAN'S choice be?

What Lancelot chose, is given below: BUT... make YOUR choice before you scroll down below... OKAY?

Noble Lancelot, knowing the answer the witch gave Arthur to his question. He said that he would allow HER to make the choice herself. Upon hearing this, she announced that she would be beautiful all the time. Because, he had respected her enough to let her be in charge of her own life. Now... what is the moral to this story?

The moral is...
1) There is witch in every woman no matter how beautiful she is!
2) If you don't let a woman have her own way, things are going to get ugly.

So, always remember: IT'S EITHER 'HER WAY' OR IT'S 'NO WAY' !!!

Tapi aku x rasa lak camtu sebenarnya...Sbb aku lbh suka kalo husband aku buat keputusan.. Berbincang tu lebih baik rasanya... Perlu ada tolak ansur kan?... Betul x? Masa bujang leh kot buat camni, tp bile dah kawin keputusan dr perbincangan lbh baik...Tp, mgkn juga benar ada certain pompuan yg camni...

mmmm...

Seronok ke ketawakan orang?...Penah ke korang cuba faham apa perasaan orang yang diketawakan tu?... Sama2 le kita fikirkannya... Whatever u give, u'll get it back...

Makan2...Nyum nyum!

Ni le my ex-pks yg byk sgt2 membantu...Niza namanya..Solo lagi ke?..Cam x je..hehehe.. Niza, Hadi, aku n 4 sure my hubby ada skali le, makan2 kat pizza hut sempena perpisahan Niza le... Ni je le yg terdekat...Brape haribulan ekk?...19 Julai kot...
Sempat lagi tu nak possing2 sambil makan sup...

Control cun jap...

Uiks...sempat lagi tu Hadi dok gayut..Cik Sue kat oversea le katakan...Cian dia..Nak makan pun x lalu..Huhuhu!...Tp siap ada sebut2 pasal wallet Dunhill tu, nak beli ke D?...hehehe...

Monday, 21 July 2008

17 Julai lagi...

Apa yg ada lg ngan tarikh ni ekk?...Yg ni penting utk aku ingat sgt2 sbnarnya...Jeng jeng jeng! 17 Julai yg lepas genap le 2 tahun aku dlm public services ni. Dakwat x kering lg org kata.. Byk lagi nak improve.

Bile terkenang zaman sblm keje gomen dulu, penat gak le... Pas final exam bulan 11, 2005 aku trus gi interview kat Unisem (M) Berhad dlm bulan 12..Bulan 1, 2006 aku dah start keje as Senior Production Supervisor kat Unisem-Advanpack Technologies Sdn. Bhd...kat sini kitorg buat wafer bumping. Ala, b4 nak jadikan chip yg xde wire bonding..Best gak keje kat sini..Hari2 mmg dok ngadap machine, chemical yg bermacam2 jenis sampai aku alergic...hahaha...Cari pengalaman beb walaupun lain dr bidang yg aku blaja. Keje kat situ sbb dekat je ngan umah mak ayah aku, jimat sgt2...

Walaupun keje 12 jam sehari (kdg2 lebih dr tu...), aku suke sgt2...Tp, yg jadi aku x suke sgt2 bile org melayu kite ni yg back-stabber..Dr trus rasa sakit hati baik trime je tawaran keje gomen. Lagipun, nak dpt PTD ni bukan senang. Alhamdulillah, Allah berikan rezeki ni pada aku.. Bile nak gi exam, PAC n interview mesti time aku keje malam..Dgn erti kata lain, mmg aku x tido lgsg le..Xpe, pengorbanan yg x sia2...Syukur sgt2...

mmmmmm...17 Julai mmg sgt2 bermakna dlm hidup aku..

Friday, 18 July 2008

Salam perpisahan & hepi besday...

From left: En Adnan (becoming my ex-immediate boss le kan...), En. Annuar, Hasmidar & Siti Khu...
Ni masa majlis perpisahan En Nan akan bertukar ke Bahagian lain & besday yg lagi 3 org tu... Didoakan semoga En Nan lebih bersemangat dan berjaya di tempat baru (ala, sblah Bahagian je...heheheh!). Buat yg lain semoga panjang umur dan dimurahkan rezeki... Amin...

17 Julai...

Apa yg ada dgn 17 Julai ni ekk?... Kisah setahun yg lalu le...13 Julai (jumaat) aku lik kpg n amik le cuti skali pada 16 Julai (Isnin)..Ye le, baru pas DPA, dah lama x lik kpg kan... 17 Julai (selasa) baru le masuk opis.. Alamak! Segan giler kat kanda.. Masa tu, kitorg baru je nak start kenal2. Dok sebelah nyebelah pun, x cakap sepatah pun. Lgsg x brani nak pandang muka dia. Haru!

So, dia ajak le aku kuar malam tu gi makan sama.. Tu le our 1st date...Segan giler.. Tp, sian dia smpai tersesat cari umah aku. Hehehe!Makan katne?..Tuuuut...Rahsia le. Past makan tu kitorg gi lepak2 jap kat tuuuuut..hehehe...Sembang2 jap, nak cuba kenal2 lik sbb dah 6 bln aku x jmpa dia kan. Alhamdulillah, kurang sket rasa segan tu. esok nyer back to normal le..hahaha!

17 Julai 2008 (semalam le..), aku blanja dia makan pizza, saja je sbb terkenang setahun yg lalu dia yg blanja.. Masa tgh dok tggu makanan smpai, kitorg dok perati le gelagat org keliling..Pastu pakat dok gelak le tgk sorang dak pompuan (umur 20an) ni yg makan mmg mcm dah brape hari le x makan...Rasa cam lawak pun ada...ops! xbaik lak ekk... hehehe!

Masa nak bayar, punya le panjang Q kat kuanter.. The eldest woman dalam group dak pompuan tu Q depan aku tau.. Masa turn dia, dia sound "td sy ada minta bil, sampai skang x dapat"...Alahai, kan dah 9 lbh, faham2 je le org ramai, beratur je le..Lagipun bil dia baru RM55 brape sen ntah, tu pun bayar guna card. Pastu aku buat bodo je le malas nak tgk dia..Skali aku terdengar cashier tu cakap "besarnya tempat letak kad'..aku pun toleh le.. Mak aih, mmg besar n byk le card dia...Dia cakap "senang, xyah susah2 nak bawa cash"...(cuba korang baca dlm ayat2 berlagak sket tau)...Cashier tu lak cakap "tentu susah masa nak bayar nanti".."xde le, mana ada susah"... Aku rasa nak je sound takat bayar rm55 xkan lgsg xde cash kot.. Takat gold card, aku pun ada...Kalo nak berlagak, pakai le platinum..Pastu guna le world bank nyer, baru le ko leh berlagak lebih2. Eeeeee, x suka nyer ngan org2 yg berlagak camtu...

17 Julai yg best + ntah pe hape lak tahun ni...

Monday, 14 July 2008

Nyampah!

Kalo tgk title ni pun tau dah betapa aku dah makin nyampah ngan En M... Ntah pe hape betul le dia ni.. Apa yg dapat aku peratikan slama aku keje dgn dia ni, dia x teliti lgsg.. Kalo bg surat or borang, dia sign je, lgsg xnak baca dulu... Pastu bile kite jmpa dia 2nd time nak discuss ke, dia marah kite lik kata dia lgsg xde sign apa2... Hampeh!... Sbb aku dah slalu terkena, so last week tu aku dah prepare awal2, dah bawa siap2 memo n borang yg dia sign... Bile dia xngaku sign, aku tunjuk le memo n borang tu, terdiam dia..hehehe!... Erm, aku mmg dah nyampah keje dgn dia ni, sgt2 nyusahkan org je... Kalo leh bg nama baik, sume dia yg buat le kononnya, tp kalo leh bg nama busuk, sume org lain yg salah...

Last week gak pasal pertukaran aku ke Bahagian lain, dia kata dia akan tahan aku sampai hujung tahun.. Dia dah minta PSM tahan aku.. Hampeh!... Dia xtau yg dia dah nyusahkan aku.. Nak minta cuti pun skang susah.. Time raya kang camne le agaknya.. Ye le, aku ngan kanda kan masih lg 1 Bhgn, susah le kalo dua2 xde serentak... Nak cuti honeymoon pun ntah dapat ntah x... Pastu dpn Puan H dia kata jgn riso le kalo aku still kat Bhgn ni, xde sape yg akan jeles... En M kata, dia sndiri xkan jeles kat aku nyer sbb dia yg kenenkan aku dgn kanda kononnya.. Dia kata lg, dia yg suh aku tackle kanda... Perasan!!! Aku senyum je le malas nak layan... Dlm hati mmg sumpah seranah le... Walhal, aku dgn kanda dah kawan lbh awal lg... Dia suh aku tackle kanda masa tu dlm bln Nov 2007, sedangkan aku mmg dah kawan dgn kanda cuma senyap2 je...

Nyampah! Itu je le kot perkataan yg dapat aku cakapkan bile pandang muka n dengar suara dia... Minta2 le ada pegawai baru masuk n leh ganti post aku ni...Huhuhu!

Thursday, 10 July 2008

Julai...permulaan segala-galanya...

Ok ke title post ni?..Tp bile aku tgk eycah buat 9 July tu mengingatkan aku pula ttg life aku 1thn yg lepas...

9 July - 1st day kat KKLW pas abis DPA...6 months dah berehat2 kena lak lik opis yg dah ditinggalkan dulu..huhuhu!...malas sgt2..Tp cuma ada 1 je buat aku excited at that time... En. Mohd. Hanapi..hehehe..sbb a few days b4 abis DPA, he called me n asked if i wanna join his Unit at BED...mmg le aku nak(sbb yg 1st aku leh tukar unit, ke2 sbb aku penah admired dia dulu...hahaha!)... Hari tu berlalu dgn boring gak sbb pool kat PSM..Bile gi BED, x ramai PSU yg ada..pakcik tu pun outstation ke meeting, ntah le..

10 July - 2nd day at KKLW... Pagi tu agak bosan gak. So, dak batch aku nyibuk le kat meja Afnan.. At last dia bg cadangan gi le tgk wayang...hahahah..Cam menarik gak..Transformers le yg kitorg terjah...Ptg tu sume diarahkan masuk Bahagian masing2 as b4 gi DPA..so, kembali le ke BED... Nak dijadikan cite, akupun tertanya le pakcik tu soalan cepumas yg x patut aku tanya (smpai rais pun marah)...Mana le aku taukan..Tp, ok gak sbb dr kes tu le pakcik tu start YM dgn aku..Pastu sms le...Bile ingat2 lik, best nyer.... x sabar nak tggu 15 July lak sbb bg aku tu antara tarikh yg cukup bermakna dlm hidup aku.. Kalo xde langkah pertama, camne nak melangkah beribu batu kan?.... Camtu le..Langkah pertama perkenalan, membuahkan sebuah perhubungan..Alhamdulillah, dah nikah pun skang... I love you so much kanda!

Life pas keje...

Erm, eycah tanya smlm bile le aku nak update blog ni...sori le ekk, bz sket..malaspun ada sebenarnya.. Apa nak cite ekk?...Life idup aku pas lik keje?..ok gak tu kan..

Zaman bujang2 suke le gak lik lambat..Bkn nak masakpun, makan luar je..Kdg2 je masak. Ye le, takat nak makan 2 org, mmg le malas sbb dak umah aku dulu jenis diet..Tp, skang ni walau dok ber2 dgn husband, aku mesti masak...Air tangan isteri tu penting beb..

Mule2 kawin, lik umah aku akan rest dulu tgk tv, mandi n solat...Dlm kul 8 baru masak n dlm kul 9 baru makan...Rasa cam lambat lak kan..So, skang ni aku ubah lak..Lik je keje (sampai umah dlm kul 6 lbh...), aku start kupas bawang n ready sume barang2 nak masak..Skali skala jengah gak le tv kat depan tu..hehehe..Ready je sume, trus masak n biasanya maghrib aku dah siap masak.. (Lupe nak gtau, nasi kanda aku yg tlg masakkan...hehehe! Aku masak lauk je..)Then, pas solat taraa...dah leh makan...Usually, aku suke masak lbh krg dlm 3 jenis lauk...Antara kombinasinya, sup ayam, sambal tumis udang, kangkung goreng belacan n ikan masin...Lauk lain yg penah masak tomyam, ayam masak kurma, sotong masak szechuan, kailan ikan masin, n bnyk lg le... Masak biasa2 je, tp bile tgk husband makan tanpa byk songeh, hepi sgt..hehehe! Sori le kanda kalo x sedap ekk.. N biasanya, husband aku akan tergolek kekenyangan kat sofa dlm kul 9 n kul 10 mesti dah lelap nyer le..hehehe..

kalo tido lambat lak, lipat kain baju sambil2 tgk tv... basuh baju...Yg ni pun, kanda aku slalu tlg..Thanks kanda...Alhamdulillah, dapat husband yg pandai n rajin tlg buatkan keje umah..Ikut sunnah ekk kanda?..hehehe.. Pastu kalo rajin, aku gosok le baju malam tu..Kalo malas, tggu je le pagi b4 mandi..hehehe!

So far, tu je le life aku pas lik keje...tp, penah gak bile bosan tahap gaban n perut dah kenyang, kitorg trus kuar gi alamanda...hehehe! Takat ni le dulu kot eycah, aku pun dah xtau nak cite per...Otak dah tepu beb!

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